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justjeff 60, Male, North Carolina, USA - 22 entries

Apr 2007
11:32 PM EDT

I'm at work. 3rd shift. An uneventful evening, therefore, I have a little time to do a little journaling. I need to do better at keeping my journal up to date. I have found that journaling to be quite therapeutic if I keep up with it regularly. Sunday was uneventful, with the exception of having a breakfast date after getting off work this AM. He's a nice guy, named Keith. A professional guy, fairly attractive, but I just don't feel any "special" spark with him at all. Over time, I have realized that I have a pretty good "sense" about a person on a first meeting. Especially, whether we will "click" or not. In this particular situation, I felt he was a nice person, but no chemistry between us. After the date, I went home, took a nap until 4:30 when Elliot woke me and wanted to go out to eat. I got up...took him to his favorite local Mexican Restaurant...La Hacienda. Afterwards, I came back home and slept until time to go back to work. See! An uneventful day ! I'm still having trouble with the idea of Elliot moving to New York at the end of the summer. If I think about it much at all, I'm brought to tears. I just love that boy. He's like my own son. I'm not sure "son" is totally the right word, but definitely a combination of "son", "little brother", "child", and "best friend". It all depends on the scenario and situation. However, he's one of the most important people in my life. Elliot was so influential in my abiltiy to be strong enough to "come out" and be true to myself, family, and friends. He was there for me, when most of my closest friends didn't know what to think of me after announcing I was gay. As a roommate, Elliot is family. We care about one another and not just coexist in the same space. We spend time together. We enjoy one another's company. We like similar TV/movies. We enjoy playing cards together, bowling, playing pool together. We have spent time hiking and camping on the Appalachian Trail and on Stone Mountain in Elkin, NC. The thought of us not living together and having daily contact is almost more than I can bear. Not seeing him daily and knowing he's safe, is almost more than I can bear. I'm so blasted protective of him. I guess being he's so young (24) and looks so much younger. He just has an innocence about him. I know a very special season of our life is drawing to a close. He's about to "spread his wings" and take a "test flight". I'm so proud of him. I'm just going to miss him more than I can ever imagine. O GOD HELP ME !!!

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Jessy5211 35, Female, Ohio, USA - 22 entries

Apr 2007
10:50 AM EDT

today we had a spanish class field trip nd went to casa fiesta..it was funn but basically it was all kinds a hoes bumpin nd grindin on eachother but it was fun...they had really hot mexican waiters too..like reallllllllllly :]] soo i got an A++ on this research paper i did ...i was surprisedd..oh well i'm a smart cookie...well my weekend was pretty boring friday i drank a bit went home got sick for all of saturday then sunday i babysat..but friday my cell phone got shut off but i paid the $105 bill nd its gettin turned back on hopefully taday :]] payce out saggin

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Jocelyn 55, Female, Taiwan - 13 entries

Apr 2007
10:47 PM EDT

Still the music's on. I wasn't in the mood to do anything. I have been feeling upset for too long, and will have to wait till the end of May, then, everything'd be clear. Last night I watch that models competition, it's the final. I wished Jonie would win out, but she lost to Danille in the end. I couldn't accept it at all. Jonie's more pretty and witty, she's the one and everybody knows that. I just don't get it why they chose D instead. I wonder if they played some tricks here. Or they suprised the audiences on purpose as they said good things about Jonie but that doesn't mean they got to pick her. Now, I see it's only a show. I felt like a fool for watching that.

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martytx07 37, Male, Texas, USA - 53 entries

Apr 2007
8:42 AM CST

Ok, well right now I'm at school, in the lirbrary. Just waiting until like 3:40, so like in 5 minutes when I'm going to go to the front of the school and sell pizza for NHS. It's pretty cool selling but sometimes the pizza is like not cut right so I have to stugle for a minute to get it undone. Ok, so anyways, umm, nothing has really been going on. The weekend was pretty boring I guess. We were suppose to go to the lake but it got too late so we just had a bar-b-que so that was alright. Sunday morning, me and my family went to some restaruant in Irving and I ate me this barbocoba taco for like 3 bucks and it was pretty good. The burrito was HUGE and super duper greesy which wasn't very good...lol. Oh, and my bank is being retarded right now so I'm gonna probably go over there when I get done with all the school stuff. I'm staying till 5 today for I can go to a study session in Psychology. OMG, we got this review today and holy freaking crap, I forgot EVERYTHING, and so that's totally not cool. Ok, well anyways, that's all I have to say right now I guess so until next time! Graduation is in like one more month from tomorrow!!! Excited but still somewhat scared...it's a big step from kids to adults. I hope I can figure out what college I wanna go to...I think I'm just gonna go to a community college here in the Dallas area...maybe North Lake or some other community college. Maybe try UTA....Lataz!

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Brookie 38, Female, Louisiana, USA - 3 entries

Apr 2007
8:12 AM CDT

For many people that have children out there...Ever wonder why toddlers have their own train of thought? If your the parent why does it seem like I am the child when it comes to correction and disicipline? I guess all I am is full of questions because life is to short to waste time thinking of a way to push the problem aside to get rid of something at hand...How do you figure it out? I wouldn't change have my blessings for anythingin the world..I'd just wish I could control the situation a little bit better...until next time....

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ronowen 70, Male, Texas, USA - 114 entries

Apr 2007
6:06 AM CST

Sunday, April 29, 2007 - 1 PM
The third plasma transfer was successful - again he tolerated it well. We had a talk with the doctor, who is by the way, not on call. They will be continuing physical therapy today. The doctor says all of his labs are normal. Overall, the doc says we just have to continue to be patient and that this is the hardest part of this illness. He responded to Tiffany when asked to wrinkle his forehead. We are holding on to our faith!

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ronowen 70, Male, Texas, USA - 114 entries

Apr 2007
4:55 AM CST

Sunday, April 29, 2007
The night was uneventful. His condition remains the same. He had plasma transfer with albumin yesterday, which went well. He will be having this performed again today. His vital signs throughout the night were good. To clarify any misunderstanding, Ron (not Ray) is NOT in Dallas; he is still in Tyler at ETMC where he continues to receive great care.

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Brookie 38, Female, Louisiana, USA - 3 entries

Apr 2007
4:54 PM CDT

I am getting married at the end of the year. Iam really very new at this so coming up with what to say at first is going to be a challenge, but there after it should fly... Anywho, I am getting married at the end of the year and my question is how do you know your ready? Or does anyone feel that you should shape yourself up for marrige? What if the groom thinks that way, but the bride doesn't? All Iam saying is this...even though is not until November..What do you do with the pressure until then? When we argue now its, well we are not getting married..Why is the pressure all on me??

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bericu 50, Female, Missouri, USA - 20 entries

Apr 2007
4:11 PM CDT

TODAY IS MY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY....yeah..i think...

I took Charlie to my mom's house and let him run for hours ...we live in the city, so he is always on a leash...today he did not have to be...he enjoyed himself so much...

I saw the therapist again on Thursday morning, this was an alone session...she told me that she thought I was chasing David and to stop. She told me to not call him, just let him be, let him see what it is like when I dont call him or tell him that I love him...I dont really know what to make of this, i did not realize I was chasing him, I thought that when you are married, you are supposed to talk to your spouse...

I took her advice and have not called David one time...I think David is starting to notice...while I was at my mothers house, he called my 7 times on my cell phone and left messages wanting to know where i was....when I finally called him he was so glad to hear my voice (that is what he said)...I was not avoiding his calls, where my mom lives there is no signal ...so I had no idea he had tried to call me...

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SeeWhy 59, Female, West Virginia, USA - 41 entries

Apr 2007
4:53 PM EDT

The husband is drunk.....again. He is trying his best to pick a fight with me. I remember what my dad use to tell me....It takes two to have an argument. I am trying to avoid responding to anything he has to say to me. I have actually come downstairs to get away from him before the negative filth covers me. Unfortunately, he wants to watch "Along Came Polly" together at nine tonight. He wants to watch it in the bedroom. I dont want to do that. but, I will have to.

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